The End….

We never leave this trail of dots after The End. Maybe, its ever done at the end of a movie, the audience might assume the crap just didn’t end here and go into a coma. Sometimes the only good thing in a bad movie is the feeling of relief that just like all bad things this too has an ending. In fact all those clichéd motivational quotes like ‘there is bright dawn after the darkest of nights’ must be inspired from such movies. I can imagine this corollary to the moment when the lights are turned on after the credits start rolling and the audience gets up from their seats and with the a great smile on their face as if they just survived the ‘Judgment Day’.

Why are we so enchanted with ending, always vying for the big finish? No doubt that endings are necessary and they often leave a very lasting impression on us, sometimes even when we don’t want to but still I think some endings should be ‘smooth’, so smooth that we won’t even realize that there has been an ending. Something like its just erased from our life and minds once and for all and all we know is that it never existed in that first place. Wish some endings were just that easy. But in real life, letting things go, especially the ones close to you is very hard. And no amount of practice or preparation can help you here as every time its going to hurt the very same if not more. Every time you will wish it to end swift and smooth and trust me, it never will.

Somebody suggested me that getting attached is bad, but what else is there if you are not attached. Isn't being unattached to anything like a piece of stone falling down a hill. But it still ends the very same place and with the same impact. Apart from the uninteresting metaphor above all I don’t want to be like a stone- dull and lifeless. Pain is good for me if it makes me feel alive. All I hope that I get through this and come out alive although it doesn't looks easy now from where I am but "I'll Survive".